Motivating your self is something that is sooo difficult. I know because I am at the place right now. Thankfully I have a friend who has just bolstered my confidence or rather helped me to see a big problem in a smaller context by breaking it down for me.

Sometimes you just need someone to clairfy things for you, especially when your too close.

So my homework for today is to first, find companies that I am interested in.
Second research them, figure out who is the hiring manager
third take a look at work they make have done, projects
and lastly just get to know the company there design philosphy and other stuff.

I did a basic rough-out of that before, but then I got discouraged because nothing was happening. So I need to get back on track.